
Reflecting over the past nine weeks in Leading Change in Digital Learning this course continuously challenged the status quo of what I came to expect or knew from past and present experiences. It has served me with greater content, resources and learnings only to provide me a with more meaningful and greater depth and breadth of knowledge within topics of leadership, change management and project management, ones that I encounter daily in my workplace.
With the attitude of a growth mindset and continuous learning I felt I have gained new perspectives and appreciation of my own leadership behaviors and tendencies, enabling to further elevate and apply new found skills and knowledge.

I look back to my initial post after reading The Leadership Challenge and what most people look for and admire in a leader, someone whose direction they would willingly and easily follow (Kouzes, J. & Posner, B., 2012) and validated if I still believe my top attributes of inspiring, honesty, intelligence, supportive and competent hold true for me nine weeks later. With careful consideration I see making a shift to add the attribute of forward looking in to the fold of my top leadership competencies and attributes. Knowing how much change is intertwined into everything I do, and leadership playing such a critical role in successful change, having the ability to look forward allows for more preparedness, proactiveness, and the ease in to welcoming the change, considering we are constantly facing change as part of the norm.
This speaks to adaptive leadership where “adaptive leaders do not just make changes, they carefully recognize potential changes in the external environment and consider the best path that will positively affect the organization” (Khan, 2017, p.178). I translate this to suggest, why wait for it to change to happen, recognize it and be the change.
“Change will not come if we wait for some other person, or if we wait for some other time. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for. We are the change that we seek.” ― Barack Obama
Another opportunity that awaits my leadership repertoire is reflective leadership. Being a reflective leader provides me with the chance to consciously and consistently make time to practice reflection with the intentions of improving organizational performance. So many times, I find myself constantly just running and not taking the necessary moments to be more self-aware, mindful, and tap in to my personal intuitions and wisdom (Castelli, 2015). By doing this it allows for greater accuracy in assessing strengths and weaknesses with the intentions of making positive improvements, enables a greater sense of awareness, and good judgement.
The other aspect of leadership I see myself learning to master is resilience. Change is tenaciousness and aggressive yet part of organizational normalcy where I currently work. With a pragmatic and optimistic perspective, I view change as invigorating, inspiring and equally exhausting and sometimes frustrating all bound together. Resilience allows the measurement of the persistence of things coming at us and the ability to absorb change and disturbance, while still maintaining the same equilibrium (Weller, 2013).

